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hi [27 Mar 2006|05:16pm]
well, first off everyone download new timothy leary shit


i read over old entries and its weird. i live such a completly different life now, hang out with different people now. i'mgoing fuckin bald (have a dermatology appointment tomorrow).

im so tempted to try to talk to everyone i used to but at the same time i dont. im lazy. this is probably ganna be my last post in forever again.

when i got cable internet the dude gave up cable tv for free too. after living without cable internet and tv for 8 months, i didnt think id miss it. but im loving it.

i already want to delete this whole thing.

i havent had a girlfriend in like... a good year and some. i was planning on crusing myspace and hitting on people, but id rather jusr blaze all day and download new music.

houdini says hello.
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[06 Aug 2005|11:10pm]
i bowled a 181 the other night. mr. 181. BANG! BANG! BANG!

greeaaat night. left me feeling wonderbreadish
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[03 Aug 2005|10:54pm]
i really have nothing new to say, i just wanted to update to prove maggums wrong. her body will be mine. in a... doll seeking body kind of way. ive yawned 3 times in the past 2 minutes. now my eyes are watery. today i did laundry. and i was playing sonic 3.... only to come to this exact part of the game i could never get past when i was a kid. i still cant do it, its ridiculous. fuck that game. if you're reading this you fucking suck. i'm talking about sonic the hedgehog, and not in any type of interesting context.

go download my old lofi techno songs.

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woaahhhh [02 Aug 2005|03:55pm]
so im pretty bored, figured id make a post.

the whole trailer thing is going good. should be moving in next week. itll be nice. its amazing how much better it looks since we origionally bought it. my next po meeting will mark my last. im hoping to get a severe macaw on sunday. the previous owner was a male who died and his wife doesnt have time for it. hopefully it will like me.

my project titled Timothy Leary is getting released by some german netlabel. i just have to stop being lazy and go sign a creative commons liscenes and send them the artwork at so forth. we hired some uber cute girl at petco. i honestly dont even know if she likes me but meh, her presence is enough to make my day. im slowly learning more about her and i can honestly say ive never met anyone like her. im not even saying "shes so great that ive never met anyone quite like her". im saying her hobbies and interests are so far from anyone ive ever befriended. im actually nervous around her and try to watch what i say so i dont come off being weird. thats hard for me as im sure you all know. speaking of being weird, i think i just drank around a 1/4 gallon of milk. mmmm.

I'm flying over, over, i'll fly right over you

2P, you take my control
Teach me how to rock and roll or i'll fall down and die

I bet you don't know how to find our extra lives time ninety-nine
I know you tried but still we died

Our game is over, over, this game is overrated, baby
This game is overrated
Now i'm frustrated
Is there no peace of your heart for a brother?

Reset, can't reset the years
So sad, princess isn't here
She's hiding out with all my fears

Our game is over, over, this game is overrated, baby
This game is overrated
Over, over, this game is over
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[12 Apr 2005|11:27am]
so now a total of 4 dudes have seen my unclothed penis.

.........but they were for probation piss tests.

JOHN CRUM---before I questioned if you had a life but the confirmed answer is NO YOU DON'T. Don't give me the "I work on a computer and am paid to post on lambgoat" response. The big tough named john crum right? Lemme guess that's supposed to make people intimidated of you. Fuck that, you probably use this board as a mask of your insecurity, you fucking loser. Take the tub sock off your dick and play in traffic.

DAVID HAWKINS: anytime i think here is cirkus than is better gor me when i see something on net but when i come back than i feel here is many dumb or no?

JEROME POTAETO: a pirate walks into a bar, and he's got a steering wheel in his pants... the bartender says to him "wow, that looks uncomfortable". and the pirate says "ARRRRR!! it's drivin' me nuts"

Dude, Scott Vogel can't type. Even if he could, he wouldn't, it's not his style. He'd just hit the keyboard with his microphone and kick it in its face and say "alright, this next one is for the scene..."
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petphotopost [19 Dec 2004|09:12pm]

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[12 Nov 2004|10:34pm]
the other day i downloaded every episode of beavis and butthead. with the music videos cut out. theres like 200 of these fuckers
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playlist! [06 Nov 2004|09:35pm]
Crotchduster - Big Fat Box Of Shit
Pig destroyer - Isis - split
Planes Mistaken For Stars - Up In Them Guts
Zombie Apocalypse - this is a spark of life
Botch - an anthology of dead ends
Hugs - selftitled
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[06 Nov 2004|08:02pm]
possession of maijuana-
150$ court cost
year probation
have to go to rehab (16 weeks)
24 hours community service (thats only 3 days)
liscenes suspended for 6 months

reckless driving-

liscenes suspended for a year (but just a year, they didnt add it on to the 6 months or anything)
ASAP classes (6 weeks)
300$ fine
201$ court cost
60 days suspended jail time

*stands there with empty pockets pulled out of pants*

but i finally got a new belt. after 2 months, i have a belt again
and its not really new, i got it doing community service at goodwill. along with 2 game gear games. and a game gear. and a beavis figurine. condescion yo.

p.s. ive started vaguely recordings stuff again. and i came to a discovery that theres a newly semi popularized band named the red cloud.
the red cloud of lakota nation = sex coldren
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pictures [04 Sep 2004|02:17pm]

the passengers side looked worse, but the picture i took of it didnt come out.
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[03 Sep 2004|03:00pm]
okay so i did fine. the court date is oct 19th for dui. i need to call back the hospital and see what my Blood alcohol level was, because if it was over .15 i HAVE to go to jail for 5 days. fuck
and for the next 4 months, every tuesday i have to go to a group meeting for acohol and drug abusment. and every tues and friday i have to go to AA meetings...
and everyone is telling me i cant hang out with my old friends who do things. so, guess what? i have not a single fucking friend in the world! im going to go celebrate being completly alone!
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[02 Sep 2004|06:05pm]
tomorrow is my arrangement for the dui. im just hoping i dont go to jail until the actual court date. i even shaved my hole face so that id look nice. in other news ive had not the slightest bit of human contact in 4 days.and i can move pretty much every finger on my hand well again except my thumb. but the hole or whatever you want to call it on the fingertip of my thumb has scabed up.
im working 2 days next week. and after that ill continue working 5 days a week. *posts this even though no one cares*
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[29 Aug 2004|10:02am]
fuck alcohol, fuck drugs. ive spent all night in the hospitol because last night i totaled my car being a complete moron and drunk driving. the car fliped over around 2 times and my since i have minimal insurance, i now have no car. not to mention im going to lose my liscenes for a good while with a dui and reckless driving charge. but at least im alive. i may be a complete fucktard but at least now i can see how badly im fucking my life up. there was 2 other people in the car, one just got a neck injury, and one had to have glass removed from his back and arm. im happy they are okay for the most part to, i really dont see how i could have lived with myself knowing that i was responsible for taking their lives. i also have to check myself into drug rehabilition classes soon if i want to continue living with my mom, which i honeslty dont mind doing. seeing as how i dont think ill be doing any drugs or anything like that for a VERRRY long time. knowing that they could have taken my life last night makes me not want to go near them.

heres the sum of the story>
my car flipped over a few times and eventually landed upside down. we got out, and i started running to my house (it happened right off the garrisonville exit) so i could call 911 or something. but i guess someone else did because an ambulnace picked me up in a shopping center on the way. i think they refered to it as fleeing the scene though... its too weird seeing your arms covered in blood and furthermore trying to convince yourslef you're alright and that your friend that you put through the same thing are also okay. last night was officially the worst night of my life. end of post.
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[20 Jul 2004|11:21am]
i would show you the view of life from the floor but the knees are as far as you go. i give you exhibit a. a country girl bludgeoned with an elephant tusk.
i give you everything i have wrapped in a shy kiss for you to use once and then destroy.
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[04 Jun 2004|03:47pm]
im moving to stafford at the end of this month, fucktards
*bes sad because his goatsex scroll thing wouldnt work on livejournal to catch attention*

besides that, a lot of constant nothing has ben happening. im becoming the small animal specialist at the dale city petco. i hung out with this girl named roxanne which was so ever plesant. suppost to go to a park next week. *bes excited*
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[25 May 2004|11:51pm]
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[11 May 2004|11:41am]
lets see.... today is my last day working at the petco in burke. then im transfering to the the one in dale city. ive already worked at the one in dale city on sunday and monday this week though. and i think some girl may of ben fond of me but i havent hit on any girls in so long that ive kind of forgoten how to and just get nervous and stuff. not that i was ever halfway decent at hitting on them before, but sometimes itd work out.

im off tomorrow (wed) and i want to go see a mov ie or something. anybody interested?
i dont know what movies are even out now but ill make due.
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[01 May 2004|06:07pm]
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[28 Apr 2004|01:41am]
By: scapegoat on 4/28/2004 12:43:18 AM

this happened at the six feet under show in arizona.

"On Monday April 12th @ Mason Jar I had a HC show, no suprise there, thats the type of music I book as a HOBBY, not my living, a HOBBY. Well to shorten what is about to become a personal attack/ rant and rave, 12 HC kids (might as well call them a gang) attacked a 51 year old man that was in attendance. They proceeded to knock him unconciuos with brass knuckles they snuck in and then take turns happily kicking him in the skull until his eye popped out of its socket. Said gentleman is not pressing charges (well how can he since none of the HC kids with "honor, integrity, unity" saw anything). He is also being kind enough not to sue myself or the owner of the Jar @ this time (both of which are easy enough targets) in turn for coverage of his medical bills (he did not have health insurance). Well here it is, if Mason Jar uses there insurance, they will lose their coverage cuz of past incidents, hence have to shut their doors. Me well, my hobby is probably going to put me into bankruptcy as I dont remotely have the tens of thousands of dollars needed. Pretty cool huh. On May 10th to help alleviate some of the financial burden that I shouldnt even have to be paying in the first fucking place Mason Jar and I are doing a joint medical expenses benefit show. I do really hope some of the MANY bands (and people) that have been helped by both of us get off their asses and offer their support. I dont know I am a little emotional, this guy is fucking blind, I am about ready to be living in a cardboard fucking box all so some kids could have "fun" @ a show."

By: xemoryhardcorex on 4/28/2004 12:43:41 AM

cave in but yes, very very fucked up. big thread about it earlier

By: CaptNigga on 4/28/2004 12:44:03 AM

hxc sucks sxe sucks

By: soccermom on 4/28/2004 12:44:41 AM

Cave In as fuck

terrible as fuck

By: xemoryhardcorex on 4/28/2004 12:45:08 AM

Straight edge does not suck.

Those kids suck.

That old guy sucks.

"Fuck 'em all." - Phil Anselmo.

By: Tim Diesel on 4/28/2004 12:45:35 AM


By: simmia on 4/28/2004 12:45:50 AM

"we like penis" - pantera in unison

By: EyeSmellThatWhore on 4/28/2004 12:45:53 AM

Very old. I thought it was bullshit.

By: jedstylesux on 4/28/2004 12:47:08 AM

By: CaptNigga on 4/28/2004 12:44:03 AM

hxc sucks sxe sucks

By: scapegoat on 4/28/2004 12:47:25 AM

But wait there's more. i don't know if somebody posted this... but this post made me angrier

The following message is by a woman who's Mom's boyfriend got beat up at a SIX FEET UNDER recently this month at the Mason Jar in Arizona.

"My mother, her boyfriend Warren, my boyfriend and I all went to see SIX FEET UNDER, one of Warren’s favorite bands. He had just relocated to Phoenix, from Chicago three months ago. He mentioned liking the band, so I thought it would be a fun night out for us to go out and enjoy a good night at the JAR. Warren, although 51 in age, is a hardcore fan and hardcore guitarist and you would not know he was 51 if you spent even five minutes talking to him. He has backed up bands such Henry Rollins, Black Flag, Ramones, The DK’s, Naked Raygun, Fear Factory, Hate Breed, and many more! He knows the hardcore scene, as well as mosh pit ethics and codes. He was telling us on the way to the JAR how cool Mosh Pits are. They are about the camaraderie, the band, and the appreciation of the music. If someone knocks someone else down, they are the first ones to pick you up and make sure you are okay. What went on that night at the JAR was NOT a MOSH PIT. It was 13 kids, with X’s on their hands, mouth guards in, and brass knuckles on, flailing their arms and legs daring people to step inside. Noticing this, my boyfriend, originally from Boston, and also being in many bands, made me stand in the back near the metal fence so I would not get hurt. He pointed out to Warren that this was no mosh pit; it was an accident waiting to happen. Warren was sitting behind the metal fence with my mom and enjoying the music that ON BROKEN WINGS was playing. He wanted to get a closer look because he could not see the band. The “Flailing Pit” was getting bigger and expanding and pushing everyone to the corners of the room. Warren walked AROUND the “Flailing Pit” to get to the second row so he could SEE the band.

I was watching him from the back. Out of nowhere, one of these Straightedge short kids walked up to his back reached over another two rows of people and sucker punched him from the BACK with BRASS KNUCKLES. Warren, not knowing what the hell happened, turned around to see what was going on, only to be beaten down before he realized what happened. As soon as he turned around 7-10 more kids were waiting for him, brass knuckles, and mouth guards in and began punching him. I saw him disappear into the crowd… the crowd was moving towards the door. He was knocked unconscious before he even hit the floor. These kids continued to kick him, at least 10 times in the chest and back (you can see the footprints on his shirt) and at least 20 times in the head, the ER Doctor said probably more since he could feel 20 bumps already forming, chances are he got kicked more than that. Remember: I could still not see what was going on, but trying to break myself into the crowd. Apparently someone started
calling these kids by name and told them to get off… one of the pussies’s leaned over and ripped Warren’s earring out (way to go tough guy). By the time I got to Warren, he was still unconscious, not moving, and a pool of blood a half and inch think and at least 12 inches in diameter was growing underneath his head. I saw blood coming from his left eye, his mouth, and his nose. He was laying on his right side. All this happened in less than 60 seconds, I kid you not. Most of you know how fast this shit can happen. Finally maybe five minutes later Warren started coming to, and we had to try to carry him outside (he’s not a tiny guy). His eye was bleeding... he looked half dead. My mom came outside; she didn’t see what went on so as soon as she saw him she started throwing up. Let me tell you guys, it was BAD.

I drove Warren to the hospital so he’d get there faster and cheaper than an ambulance. He got right in when the nurses saw his condition. In a nutshell- he had a concussion, a broken nose, a sprained left wrist, knocked out teeth, and a seriously hemorrhaged eye. He may still lose his vision in his left eye.

Nobody likes to be stereotyped as many of you pointed out. Not all straightedge peeps are bad, not all hardcore fans are violent, and none of you like to be stereotyped. Neither does this 51 year old man. We were there for the music, ages 20, 46, and 51… when you are 51 are you going to stop listening to your punk and hard core music? People shouldn’t stereotype hardcore fans, or 51 year old fans, only these 13 spineless, gutless, and cowards that feel the need to prove their manhood my premeditating an attack from the back.

For the people who say that if you don’t like the violence, you shouldn’t come; are you implying that anyone that comes to a core concert needs to be ready to be sucker punched and kicked into oblivion, then sent to the ER? That’s not what music is about punk, hard core, metal, none of it is about violence, and it is about the band, the music, and the camaraderie.

By: SwampLord on 4/28/2004 12:48:23 AM

"Fuck 'em all." - Phil Anselmo.

Holy shit, that is a Phil quote for sure.

By: CaptNigga on 4/28/2004 12:48:39 AM

good quote i must say

By: strongereveryday on 4/28/2004 12:51:41 AM

By: strongereveryday on 4/27/2004 6:43:29 PM
By: adam hellbound on 4/27/2004 5:37:20 PM
Why are we arguing about this? We all know who's really to blame:

On Broken Wings.

^^^^ best post by far. ^^^^

Seriously, we all need to just give up on this "hardcore scene." It doesn't exist. There are a handful of kids who truly believe in unity and expressing themselves and positivity or whatever the hell people are screaming about these days. The majority of hardcore kids don't really believe any of that shit and they certainly don't live their lives that way. GIVE UP ON HARDCORE. Most of the bands suck anyway, except for a few that are actually creative and unique. There is no scene. If you go to a show and really believe that the other people at the show care at all about you, you are WRONG.

Go to your room, Listen to Led Zeppelin, and think about what you've done.

By: solideogloria on 4/28/2004 12:53:43 AM

hardcore is like that kid in school that always took things wa y too seriously, and wound up getting pissed off and threw chairs at his peers. hardcore needs to go to the principal's office.

oh and by the way i finally bought a car today. should have insurance/plates and everything by... thursday.
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